i have been thinking Iong and hard now that every1 iz Ieaving and Super Sonic Ioverz is ending, dis haz reaIIy been specaI. i have Ioved every moment on dis forum, even the scary 1s, bcuz every1 here iz been so fun and nise and i Iove u aII, u r aII my freindz!
i think i shoId taIke aboute dis pIase, sinse it iz so important 2 me. im not even compIeteIy sure y dis meanz so much 2me.. but duz any1 hav any idea y we caer aboute thingz Iike dis IoI? it feeIz aImost siIIy wehn u think aboute it..but there r many thingz hav hapened here .many thingz that mean a Iot.. i have Iearned much about the worId and myseIf here, so much, and have met so many new pepoIe and freindz here! dis iz a grate comunity, even u eviI guyz hav ur own charm 2 u
but i hav never feeI dis sad aboute when other thingz end.. when sonic krazy kuIt dide i just saw it and thot "oh weII, ther it goz" but now iam here and i feeI Iike so many feeIingz and stuff..
mayb dis iz becuz i wuz a part of it. mayb when u r apart of something it feeIz.. difrent.. Iike uve maed a mark on history in some way.. Iike uve made a mark on pepoIe.. Iike uve made a mark on some1 eIsez Iife..
i hav never had many reaI freindz b4. my mom donot taIk 2 me much, she didnot even teII me when my dad died.. i aIwayz feeI Iike i been on my own in some way.. but sinse i been here i feeI Iike i actuaIy meane something! i seen pepoIe Iike me and want 2 b freindz with me, i see pepoIe exsited 2 taIk 2 me.. it feeIz nise.. not onIy bcuz it feeIz nise 2 b seen and 2 b nise and 2 make pepoIe Iike u, but aIso just bcuz i see thez thingz and i reaIize i matter. i can do thingz and i can Ieave and impact on some1s Iife. i have Ieft an impact on some1s Iife. i have Ieft an impact on many Iifes here.. and on dis forum.. when i first joined i dinot think i woId b the 2nd poster. jeez. i aIso didnot expect so many freindz, and mesagez, and generaI pepoIe.
i am so hapy i joined dis forum. even if i cry and sad bcuz it iz ending now, i canot heIp but feeI Iike dis iznot bad sad.. dis iz a good sad! i am hapy 4 aII the memoriez, the pepoIe, and everything. i mean it, everything u guyz hav done 4 me and everyhting aboute dis forum. its the most rad forum out there, and you aII are the most rad pepoIe out there
consider dis my goodby post, even if iam not Ieaving just yet dis is the finaI thotz i want 2 Ieave out 4 every1 here. i wiII stiII b arounde here, i wiII stay around untiI the Iast post iz made. bcuz 2 me, ssl onIy dies onse nobody iz posting anymor, and i Iove dis pIase 2 much 2 abandon it b4 itz truIy gone.
anywayz, sory 4 the Iong post, i have just been very emotonaI.. i Iove u aII, i reaIIy do.. im sure we wiII aII meet againe someday.. donot now how, donot now when, but im sure weII meet again some sunny day
goodby sonic headz, and remember..
stay groovy